start of school... so this really isnt one of my best days.. well.. it isnt at ALL.. so today I wasnt really stressed out like what i expect it be.. hmm.. maybe coz of bio class? so like we were suppose to hand in this co-kum book before the holidays.. but then.. havent la for me.. i really dont even care about nw... shit.. its doesnt even make a difference..
so changes made for today.. dota reduced, hope to do maths.. hahahaha :D maybe la.. bubuye!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
walao~
Tomorrow again... so frustrated to be waking up early in the morning to just get ready for school..
So saturday wasn't the best day for me coz.. mostly staying at home sleeping.. din do much.. woke up at 2am.. woke to a heavy rain.. really relaxing.. i was bored to be the only awake.. so i woke najeeb up xD.. hahaaaa.. no one to chat wit la.. zzz.. then right.. we just texted for awhile.. no gay shit ok.. then next thing u noe.. hes goin back to sleep.. well ok..
My dreams arr.. i cant tell really la.. but it felt like a nightmare for me.. not only that.. i woke up between hours coz of that.. the shitty thing is.. the dream continues as soon as i fall back asleep.. nw wtf is that.. kinda felt real though.. so in my dreams... we have.. joanne, miss chong, dad, n some homeless dude n random ppl.. so i borrowed my dads car.. then..went to kepayan, looking for reload n mineral water.. i dont know y but yes.. i ony have rm10.. so rm5 reload.. haihz.. den went to the stalls.. saw the pisang stall.. ms chong was sitting there.. dunno wat in the hell she was doing there.. then heard Mdm V's voice in the background.. dunno wat it has to do with this.. Then i met joanne with her mom.. so i told joanne la, come take a ride with me.. coz i was driving an oh-so rich car.. NOT.. hahaha.. land cruiser.. ba i take her larr... so i send her home.. dunno d mom still wanna buy pisang i guess.. alot of ppl ba.. den i go jalan at the hill above sacred heart church.. there were cars parked by the roadside.. ba so i park la..
then suddenly.. my engine felt weird.. so i popped the hood. then the engine was like the palm of my hands.. zzzzz.. so small.. so i took it out n disassembled it.. then.. i put it back in.. couldnt start now.. suddenly this homeless guy came.. holding a pencil with a hello kitty rubber on the top.. shit la.. wat for u wan that?? so i assumed he was gonna stab me with that.. i acted cool n ready.. so he was asking me about this damn car.. i oso forgot d what he ask.. so we stepped out of the car.. i rolled down the windows.. then right.. got this car.. kenari to be exact.. stopped beside me.. then i ignored n looked back while that damn homeless guy is distracting me.. then right.. i wanna get back in the car n the car is gone.. wtf?.. stolen la kan wat again.. haihzzz.. then i look at the face of that shitty guy.. so i guess hes like the.. what u call that.. accomplist?? dunno la hw u spell.. but like that la.. ya.. then i couldnt even beat the guy up coz i woke up to a heavy rain..
ba then i sleep back right.. the story continues... but........ i malas wanna write liao.. still the same thing.. its just me being careless..
so i learnt that.. Stop being careless n be aware of your surrounding.. Street smart yooo.
caoooo!
So saturday wasn't the best day for me coz.. mostly staying at home sleeping.. din do much.. woke up at 2am.. woke to a heavy rain.. really relaxing.. i was bored to be the only awake.. so i woke najeeb up xD.. hahaaaa.. no one to chat wit la.. zzz.. then right.. we just texted for awhile.. no gay shit ok.. then next thing u noe.. hes goin back to sleep.. well ok..
My dreams arr.. i cant tell really la.. but it felt like a nightmare for me.. not only that.. i woke up between hours coz of that.. the shitty thing is.. the dream continues as soon as i fall back asleep.. nw wtf is that.. kinda felt real though.. so in my dreams... we have.. joanne, miss chong, dad, n some homeless dude n random ppl.. so i borrowed my dads car.. then..went to kepayan, looking for reload n mineral water.. i dont know y but yes.. i ony have rm10.. so rm5 reload.. haihz.. den went to the stalls.. saw the pisang stall.. ms chong was sitting there.. dunno wat in the hell she was doing there.. then heard Mdm V's voice in the background.. dunno wat it has to do with this.. Then i met joanne with her mom.. so i told joanne la, come take a ride with me.. coz i was driving an oh-so rich car.. NOT.. hahaha.. land cruiser.. ba i take her larr... so i send her home.. dunno d mom still wanna buy pisang i guess.. alot of ppl ba.. den i go jalan at the hill above sacred heart church.. there were cars parked by the roadside.. ba so i park la..
then suddenly.. my engine felt weird.. so i popped the hood. then the engine was like the palm of my hands.. zzzzz.. so small.. so i took it out n disassembled it.. then.. i put it back in.. couldnt start now.. suddenly this homeless guy came.. holding a pencil with a hello kitty rubber on the top.. shit la.. wat for u wan that?? so i assumed he was gonna stab me with that.. i acted cool n ready.. so he was asking me about this damn car.. i oso forgot d what he ask.. so we stepped out of the car.. i rolled down the windows.. then right.. got this car.. kenari to be exact.. stopped beside me.. then i ignored n looked back while that damn homeless guy is distracting me.. then right.. i wanna get back in the car n the car is gone.. wtf?.. stolen la kan wat again.. haihzzz.. then i look at the face of that shitty guy.. so i guess hes like the.. what u call that.. accomplist?? dunno la hw u spell.. but like that la.. ya.. then i couldnt even beat the guy up coz i woke up to a heavy rain..
ba then i sleep back right.. the story continues... but........ i malas wanna write liao.. still the same thing.. its just me being careless..
so i learnt that.. Stop being careless n be aware of your surrounding.. Street smart yooo.
caoooo!
Friday, September 25, 2009
RE: reminder for you
nel, if u can help me to help my self to b insaf.. omg i would say thank u a million.. hahaha.. even how tempted i am to study, still other temptations tend to get in ma way.. :( help LORD help me to help my self T,T
Sunday, September 20, 2009
2am~~
hahah.. i slept early today.. well anyways.. 1st of all Selamat HAri Raya kepada semua!!! :)))
hahaaha.. as melissa said. its 20092009!! :D haha.. :p.. so anyway.. i couldnt sleep.. was watching a movie called Rocket Science.. not the kinda movie i would expect.. its about : A Neurotic Anti-Love Story,
effrey Blitz’s tender but hardheaded “Rocket Science” plumbs the tormented consciousness of Hal Hefner (Reece Daniel Thompson), a fragile teenager with a paralyzing speech impediment that leaves him unable even to order lunch in his high school cafeteria. As he stands there desperately trying to articulate the words racing through his head (will it be pizza or fish?), you feel his excruciating humiliation.
Hal’s sense of helplessness and frustration is a metaphor for the insecurity and confusion felt by every sensitive soul trapped inside the bubble of adolescence. “Rocket Science” belongs to the genre of independent films, now a Sundance cliché, that contemplates the world from within that bubble. At the high end are movies like “Napoleon Dynamite” and “Rushmore.” Somewhat lower are movies like “The Chumscrubber” that are barely noticed.
This is a genre that insists (often annoyingly) on flaunting a supposedly rarefied sensibility. Your affection for “Rocket Science” will depend on the depth of your identification with Hal’s angst and the degree to which you regard high school as the ultimate microcosm of American life.
By any measure Hal is a supernerd. That means he has no compensatory skills. He may or may not be brilliant, but his potential is still locked inside his head. Mr. Blitz sympathizes with him unconditionally, and Mr. Thompson delivers a performance that is all the more appealing for his refusal to make Hal overtly self-pitying.
With “Rocket Science” Mr. Blitz makes a promising transition into feature films after his popular, charming documentary, “Spellbound.” Both films share an openhearted but unsentimental vision of America as a land of multicultural opportunity. In both films there is no such thing as normal; everybody is riddled with quirks.
The story’s cruel joke is that Hal, of all unlikely people, finds himself aggressively recruited by Ginny Ryerson (Anna Kendrick), a smart, pretty, manipulative girl, to join the debate team. Ginny believes that if she drills Hal hard enough, he can conquer his speech impediment, although there is no specific evidence to support her intuition.
A brilliant debater, Ginny is also a virtuoso practitioner of an exercise called spreading, in which an argument is compressed into a 10-second rapid-fire delivery that makes the breakneck tongue-twisting list of Russian composers’ names in the Danny Kaye show-tune rap “Tchaikovsky” sound dawdling.
From the moment Ginny enters Hal’s life, he is smitten. Because the movie views her through his besotted eyes, it is never clear to what extent he is her personal cause and to what extent he is just a plaything. Their relationship, which begins promisingly and culminates in a passionate kiss, sours as Hal repeatedly fails in his debate trials. As she withdraws and changes schools, he desperately tries to contact her and repeatedly visits her home, where he receives a chilly reception.
Hal’s own home is splintered. Early in the movie his mother (Lisbeth Bartlett) kicks his cheating father (Denis O’Hare) out of the house in a fury. She takes up with the Korean-American father (Stephen Park) of one of Hal’s classmates (Aaron Yoo) until that relationship also ends in an explosion. Hal’s bullying, thieving older brother (Vincent Piazza) delights in torturing him.
The closest thing to a mentor Hal finds is Ginny’s slick former debate partner, Ben Wekselbaum (Nicholas D’Agosto), whose high school stardom ends when he abruptly and mysteriously freezes during a debate. Coached by Ben, who encourages him to sing his debating points (to the tune of “The Battle Hymn of the Republic”) instead of speaking them, Hal makes a little progress.
The surest sign of the movie’s integrity is that it resists any temptation to build the story to a climactic debate. “Rocket Science” has more important things to do than to create a false “will he or won’t he succeed under pressure?” moment of truth. Mr. Blitz recognizes that adolescence, for all its agonies, is a phase of growing up, and that Hal, like most teenagers, somehow senses that he is more resilient than he imagines — that adolescence is a purgatory he will survive.
well yeah.. if u have the time read lar.. so im gonna shower now n get ready to go to church.. :D so okaaaaayy.. Holiday!!! well at least for some.. chill out!
hahaaha.. as melissa said. its 20092009!! :D haha.. :p.. so anyway.. i couldnt sleep.. was watching a movie called Rocket Science.. not the kinda movie i would expect.. its about : A Neurotic Anti-Love Story,
effrey Blitz’s tender but hardheaded “Rocket Science” plumbs the tormented consciousness of Hal Hefner (Reece Daniel Thompson), a fragile teenager with a paralyzing speech impediment that leaves him unable even to order lunch in his high school cafeteria. As he stands there desperately trying to articulate the words racing through his head (will it be pizza or fish?), you feel his excruciating humiliation.
Hal’s sense of helplessness and frustration is a metaphor for the insecurity and confusion felt by every sensitive soul trapped inside the bubble of adolescence. “Rocket Science” belongs to the genre of independent films, now a Sundance cliché, that contemplates the world from within that bubble. At the high end are movies like “Napoleon Dynamite” and “Rushmore.” Somewhat lower are movies like “The Chumscrubber” that are barely noticed.
This is a genre that insists (often annoyingly) on flaunting a supposedly rarefied sensibility. Your affection for “Rocket Science” will depend on the depth of your identification with Hal’s angst and the degree to which you regard high school as the ultimate microcosm of American life.
By any measure Hal is a supernerd. That means he has no compensatory skills. He may or may not be brilliant, but his potential is still locked inside his head. Mr. Blitz sympathizes with him unconditionally, and Mr. Thompson delivers a performance that is all the more appealing for his refusal to make Hal overtly self-pitying.
With “Rocket Science” Mr. Blitz makes a promising transition into feature films after his popular, charming documentary, “Spellbound.” Both films share an openhearted but unsentimental vision of America as a land of multicultural opportunity. In both films there is no such thing as normal; everybody is riddled with quirks.
The story’s cruel joke is that Hal, of all unlikely people, finds himself aggressively recruited by Ginny Ryerson (Anna Kendrick), a smart, pretty, manipulative girl, to join the debate team. Ginny believes that if she drills Hal hard enough, he can conquer his speech impediment, although there is no specific evidence to support her intuition.
A brilliant debater, Ginny is also a virtuoso practitioner of an exercise called spreading, in which an argument is compressed into a 10-second rapid-fire delivery that makes the breakneck tongue-twisting list of Russian composers’ names in the Danny Kaye show-tune rap “Tchaikovsky” sound dawdling.
From the moment Ginny enters Hal’s life, he is smitten. Because the movie views her through his besotted eyes, it is never clear to what extent he is her personal cause and to what extent he is just a plaything. Their relationship, which begins promisingly and culminates in a passionate kiss, sours as Hal repeatedly fails in his debate trials. As she withdraws and changes schools, he desperately tries to contact her and repeatedly visits her home, where he receives a chilly reception.
Hal’s own home is splintered. Early in the movie his mother (Lisbeth Bartlett) kicks his cheating father (Denis O’Hare) out of the house in a fury. She takes up with the Korean-American father (Stephen Park) of one of Hal’s classmates (Aaron Yoo) until that relationship also ends in an explosion. Hal’s bullying, thieving older brother (Vincent Piazza) delights in torturing him.
The closest thing to a mentor Hal finds is Ginny’s slick former debate partner, Ben Wekselbaum (Nicholas D’Agosto), whose high school stardom ends when he abruptly and mysteriously freezes during a debate. Coached by Ben, who encourages him to sing his debating points (to the tune of “The Battle Hymn of the Republic”) instead of speaking them, Hal makes a little progress.
The surest sign of the movie’s integrity is that it resists any temptation to build the story to a climactic debate. “Rocket Science” has more important things to do than to create a false “will he or won’t he succeed under pressure?” moment of truth. Mr. Blitz recognizes that adolescence, for all its agonies, is a phase of growing up, and that Hal, like most teenagers, somehow senses that he is more resilient than he imagines — that adolescence is a purgatory he will survive.
well yeah.. if u have the time read lar.. so im gonna shower now n get ready to go to church.. :D so okaaaaayy.. Holiday!!! well at least for some.. chill out!
Friday, September 18, 2009
I DONT UNDERSTAND....!
STREAMYX I DONT UNDERSTAND Y U ALL CANT GET THE JOB DONE?!?!?! I REALLY DONT GET IT.. WATS D EFING PROBLEM? cant u all solve the complaint once and for all? still need to give fake procedure just for a cover up.. DIU LEI LOU MOU streamyx ppl.. wtf la u all.. can jia sai! if thats hw u spell it.. cb !
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Excel - end of excel
ok.. so the word goes around.. im so happy that excel is over, omg its such a load off.. =,= etc etc.. well.. to me, excel ka.. no excel ka.. sameeeeee oni one eh.. hahah.. haihz.. watev.. so anyway, holiday is comming.. i hope i can make it worthwhile u noe. haihz.. eventhough stpm is comming but im not that very tense.. i dunno y.. i shud be.. :\ hahah.. so last nite .. went out n meet up with sher n theresa n nelson at jessltn point.. haha.. nice ba.. nels n 3rz had fish n chips. sher had sumthing like nachos.. dunno lar.. so i had nothing.. heheh.. then jason yap n teo came n 3rz n sher left.. yerr.. so after that we all went to powernet for a game of dota.. lost la.. zzzzz.. then went to lido abt around 1++am.. for food.. so i told teo n jason.. this place.. sure reasonable one the price.. around rm 10 la like tat.. i was joking la! obviously.. sekali .. i paid mine.. wtf man.. rm 8?! oni 3 effin lauk la.. my gosh.. jason rm 6 teo rm 4.. oh man.. sh!t man.. ahhaah.. den sent nel home.. n sleep ^^.. nothing much la.. today maybe gonna hit the gym.. c 1st la.. i dun feel rajin..
Summary:
1.bored
2.dota
3.chemistry
3.food
4.sleepy
5.church
6.movies
8.laundry
9.in need of money
10.make video xD
tats all.. all are not in order btw.. peace out!
Summary:
1.bored
2.dota
3.chemistry
3.food
4.sleepy
5.church
6.movies
8.laundry
9.in need of money
10.make video xD
tats all.. all are not in order btw.. peace out!
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