My paths converge..

i am SHaming my self!!

2010-01-18T07:19:00.004+08:00

7 bestest days of my life in the 7 natural wonders of borneo.. everyone has blogged bout this.. me again.. aiyer.. bha.. k la..

Tiredness,awkwardness,happyness,not forgetting sadness still lures in me T,T..

Anyway, i really dont know where to begin!! @,@! Actually if u wanna see the whole agenda, can go to Joanne's blog! haha! i really dunno where to begin...

So as ive said, im still missing the opposite lifestyle ive had back in the island.. I miss my friends the most.. experience was undeniable.. it was my 1st time diving, i will come back for more! Island hopping is kinda new for me.. the water was so nice n clean! islanders selling seashells n coconut.. very classic :)

Jungle trekking wasnt my 1st but this was way over the edge.. haha.. never expected PACAT la! haiyo.. but nvm.. it was nice.. climax in Danum valley was the 30m tree climb.. omg.. i just cant believe i just did that.. haha.. so yeah la.. besides that..i "drove" the boat.. ok that was a 1st.. if it wasnt for Yuting. i'd never do it!!

Semporna's seafood.. omg.. the crab is just so so nice.. :D n den Must makan at Uncle chang's restaurant.. order the sotong goreng.. damn nice! :D okok..

Overall, Diving was the most part of this trip :)
Danum is the 1st n last for this year! not till im physically fit..
I came to realize that dont expect much from everything..
Some memorable yet awkward moments still made the trip a very unforgettable one!
Laughter was the most :)

I thank most to Jamilah and her family and the Uncle Chang family for making our stay very comfortable n pamperable :P i feel semi royalty.. last but not Least.. To all my friends.. if it wasnt for this trip, i will never have the chance to get to know u all more.. U guys are the best!!
not forgetting chin for his cooking n times he helped me..
ohyea.. n nelson for understanding my situation..thnx bro..

Thanx for all the caring n sharing..

Sipadan Song:

THERE’S AN ISLAND IN CELEBES SEA
THE NAME SIPADAN YOU MUST GO & SEE
IF YOU ARE A DIVER AND YOU WANT THE BEST
COME ALONG AND WE DO THE REST

(Chorus) WELL I’M, GLAD TO SAY THE DROP OFFS OK
BARRACUDA POINT’S NOT FAR AWAY
LOBSTER LAIR IS ALSO THERE
AND THE HANGING GARDEN’S ARE VERY RARE

DIVERS DOWN AT THE WATERSIDE
LOOKING AT THE DROP OFF WITH GAPING EYES
WONDERING WHAT’S THERE DOWN BELOW
IS IT KNOBBY CLARK OR IS IT JUACQUES COUSTEAU?

(Chorus)

THERE’S A TURTLE SKELETON IN THE TURTLE CAVE
YOU CAN GO TO SEE IF YOU ARE FEELING BRAVE
DIVE RIGHT IN UNTIL IT ENDS
BUT YOU DON’T STAY TOO LONG OR YOU’LL GET THE BENDS

(Chorus)

WHITE TIP AVENUE AND TURTLE PATCH
THE CORAL GARDEN THERE IS NO MATCH
SOFT CORAL, HARD CORAL AND SEA WHIPS TOO
TROPICAL FISH TO AMAZE YOU

(Chorus)

THERE ARE SO MANY PLACES YOU MAY HAVE SEEN
THE CARRIBBEAN ISLAND, THE CORAL SEA
THE BARRIER REEFS AND THE MALDIVES TOO
BUT SIPADAN ISLAND THAT’S SOMETHING NEW

(Chorus)

next update..

2010-01-15T08:18:00.000+08:00

coming soon!! haaaa~~~

okaaaay~

2009-09-28T21:12:00.002+08:00

start of school... so this really isnt one of my best days.. well.. it isnt at ALL.. so today I wasnt really stressed out like what i expect it be.. hmm.. maybe coz of bio class? so like we were suppose to hand in this co-kum book before the holidays.. but then.. havent la for me.. i really dont even care about nw... shit.. its doesnt even make a difference..

so changes made for today.. dota reduced, hope to do maths.. hahahaha :D maybe la.. bubuye!!

walao~

2009-09-27T07:51:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow again... so frustrated to be waking up early in the morning to just get ready for school..

So saturday wasn't the best day for me coz.. mostly staying at home sleeping.. din do much.. woke up at 2am.. woke to a heavy rain.. really relaxing.. i was bored to be the only awake.. so i woke najeeb up xD.. hahaaaa.. no one to chat wit la.. zzz.. then right.. we just texted for awhile.. no gay shit ok.. then next thing u noe.. hes goin back to sleep.. well ok..

My dreams arr.. i cant tell really la.. but it felt like a nightmare for me.. not only that.. i woke up between hours coz of that.. the shitty thing is.. the dream continues as soon as i fall back asleep.. nw wtf is that.. kinda felt real though.. so in my dreams... we have.. joanne, miss chong, dad, n some homeless dude n random ppl.. so i borrowed my dads car.. then..went to kepayan, looking for reload n mineral water.. i dont know y but yes.. i ony have rm10.. so rm5 reload.. haihz.. den went to the stalls.. saw the pisang stall.. ms chong was sitting there.. dunno wat in the hell she was doing there.. then heard Mdm V's voice in the background.. dunno wat it has to do with this.. Then i met joanne with her mom.. so i told joanne la, come take a ride with me.. coz i was driving an oh-so rich car.. NOT.. hahaha.. land cruiser.. ba i take her larr... so i send her home.. dunno d mom still wanna buy pisang i guess.. alot of ppl ba.. den i go jalan at the hill above sacred heart church.. there were cars parked by the roadside.. ba so i park la..

then suddenly.. my engine felt weird.. so i popped the hood. then the engine was like the palm of my hands.. zzzzz.. so small.. so i took it out n disassembled it.. then.. i put it back in.. couldnt start now.. suddenly this homeless guy came.. holding a pencil with a hello kitty rubber on the top.. shit la.. wat for u wan that?? so i assumed he was gonna stab me with that.. i acted cool n ready.. so he was asking me about this damn car.. i oso forgot d what he ask.. so we stepped out of the car.. i rolled down the windows.. then right.. got this car.. kenari to be exact.. stopped beside me.. then i ignored n looked back while that damn homeless guy is distracting me.. then right.. i wanna get back in the car n the car is gone.. wtf?.. stolen la kan wat again.. haihzzz.. then i look at the face of that shitty guy.. so i guess hes like the.. what u call that.. accomplist?? dunno la hw u spell.. but like that la.. ya.. then i couldnt even beat the guy up coz i woke up to a heavy rain..

ba then i sleep back right.. the story continues... but........ i malas wanna write liao.. still the same thing.. its just me being careless..

so i learnt that.. Stop being careless n be aware of your surrounding.. Street smart yooo.

caoooo!

RE: reminder for you

2009-09-25T15:54:00.002+08:00

nel, if u can help me to help my self to b insaf.. omg i would say thank u a million.. hahaha.. even how tempted i am to study, still other temptations tend to get in ma way.. :( help LORD help me to help my self T,T

2am~~

2009-09-20T04:36:00.002+08:00

hahah.. i slept early today.. well anyways.. 1st of all Selamat HAri Raya kepada semua!!! :)))

hahaaha.. as melissa said. its 20092009!! :D haha.. :p.. so anyway.. i couldnt sleep.. was watching a movie called Rocket Science.. not the kinda movie i would expect.. its about : A Neurotic Anti-Love Story,

effrey Blitz’s tender but hardheaded “Rocket Science” plumbs the tormented consciousness of Hal Hefner (Reece Daniel Thompson), a fragile teenager with a paralyzing speech impediment that leaves him unable even to order lunch in his high school cafeteria. As he stands there desperately trying to articulate the words racing through his head (will it be pizza or fish?), you feel his excruciating humiliation.

Hal’s sense of helplessness and frustration is a metaphor for the insecurity and confusion felt by every sensitive soul trapped inside the bubble of adolescence. “Rocket Science” belongs to the genre of independent films, now a Sundance cliché, that contemplates the world from within that bubble. At the high end are movies like “Napoleon Dynamite” and “Rushmore.” Somewhat lower are movies like “The Chumscrubber” that are barely noticed.

This is a genre that insists (often annoyingly) on flaunting a supposedly rarefied sensibility. Your affection for “Rocket Science” will depend on the depth of your identification with Hal’s angst and the degree to which you regard high school as the ultimate microcosm of American life.

By any measure Hal is a supernerd. That means he has no compensatory skills. He may or may not be brilliant, but his potential is still locked inside his head. Mr. Blitz sympathizes with him unconditionally, and Mr. Thompson delivers a performance that is all the more appealing for his refusal to make Hal overtly self-pitying.

With “Rocket Science” Mr. Blitz makes a promising transition into feature films after his popular, charming documentary, “Spellbound.” Both films share an openhearted but unsentimental vision of America as a land of multicultural opportunity. In both films there is no such thing as normal; everybody is riddled with quirks.

The story’s cruel joke is that Hal, of all unlikely people, finds himself aggressively recruited by Ginny Ryerson (Anna Kendrick), a smart, pretty, manipulative girl, to join the debate team. Ginny believes that if she drills Hal hard enough, he can conquer his speech impediment, although there is no specific evidence to support her intuition.

A brilliant debater, Ginny is also a virtuoso practitioner of an exercise called spreading, in which an argument is compressed into a 10-second rapid-fire delivery that makes the breakneck tongue-twisting list of Russian composers’ names in the Danny Kaye show-tune rap “Tchaikovsky” sound dawdling.

From the moment Ginny enters Hal’s life, he is smitten. Because the movie views her through his besotted eyes, it is never clear to what extent he is her personal cause and to what extent he is just a plaything. Their relationship, which begins promisingly and culminates in a passionate kiss, sours as Hal repeatedly fails in his debate trials. As she withdraws and changes schools, he desperately tries to contact her and repeatedly visits her home, where he receives a chilly reception.

Hal’s own home is splintered. Early in the movie his mother (Lisbeth Bartlett) kicks his cheating father (Denis O’Hare) out of the house in a fury. She takes up with the Korean-American father (Stephen Park) of one of Hal’s classmates (Aaron Yoo) until that relationship also ends in an explosion. Hal’s bullying, thieving older brother (Vincent Piazza) delights in torturing him.

The closest thing to a mentor Hal finds is Ginny’s slick former debate partner, Ben Wekselbaum (Nicholas D’Agosto), whose high school stardom ends when he abruptly and mysteriously freezes during a debate. Coached by Ben, who encourages him to sing his debating points (to the tune of “The Battle Hymn of the Republic”) instead of speaking them, Hal makes a little progress.

The surest sign of the movie’s integrity is that it resists any temptation to build the story to a climactic debate. “Rocket Science” has more important things to do than to create a false “will he or won’t he succeed under pressure?” moment of truth. Mr. Blitz recognizes that adolescence, for all its agonies, is a phase of growing up, and that Hal, like most teenagers, somehow senses that he is more resilient than he imagines — that adolescence is a purgatory he will survive.

well yeah.. if u have the time read lar.. so im gonna shower now n get ready to go to church.. :D so okaaaaayy.. Holiday!!! well at least for some.. chill out!

I DONT UNDERSTAND....!

2009-09-18T11:27:00.001+08:00

STREAMYX I DONT UNDERSTAND Y U ALL CANT GET THE JOB DONE?!?!?! I REALLY DONT GET IT.. WATS D EFING PROBLEM? cant u all solve the complaint once and for all? still need to give fake procedure just for a cover up.. DIU LEI LOU MOU streamyx ppl.. wtf la u all.. can jia sai! if thats hw u spell it.. cb !

Excel - end of excel

2009-09-16T08:58:00.002+08:00

ok.. so the word goes around.. im so happy that excel is over, omg its such a load off.. =,= etc etc.. well.. to me, excel ka.. no excel ka.. sameeeeee oni one eh.. hahah.. haihz.. watev.. so anyway, holiday is comming.. i hope i can make it worthwhile u noe. haihz.. eventhough stpm is comming but im not that very tense.. i dunno y.. i shud be.. :\ hahah.. so last nite .. went out n meet up with sher n theresa n nelson at jessltn point.. haha.. nice ba.. nels n 3rz had fish n chips. sher had sumthing like nachos.. dunno lar.. so i had nothing.. heheh.. then jason yap n teo came n 3rz n sher left.. yerr.. so after that we all went to powernet for a game of dota.. lost la.. zzzzz.. then went to lido abt around 1++am.. for food.. so i told teo n jason.. this place.. sure reasonable one the price.. around rm 10 la like tat.. i was joking la! obviously.. sekali .. i paid mine.. wtf man.. rm 8?! oni 3 effin lauk la.. my gosh.. jason rm 6 teo rm 4.. oh man.. sh!t man.. ahhaah.. den sent nel home.. n sleep ^^.. nothing much la.. today maybe gonna hit the gym.. c 1st la.. i dun feel rajin..

Summary:

1.bored
2.dota
3.chemistry
3.food
4.sleepy
5.church
6.movies
8.laundry
9.in need of money
10.make video xD

tats all.. all are not in order btw.. peace out!

HAYAAAAA!!!

2009-08-31T22:34:00.003+08:00

tmrow start school liaoooooo.. nngai niaooooooooooo.. haihz.. miracle pls MIRACLE! hardwork=miracle ah?

haiyoooo haiyoooooo... im so sad going back to school coz i really really really really really have no heart in this man.. nvm.. continue jak lar.. wht can i do oso to zZzZzzZzZZZZZzzzz this thing.

am i man enough? hahahahahaa

2009-08-29T10:24:00.004+08:00

left to accomplish: become whiter, grow long hair, thin!!!!! hahahahaha

Unhappy thoughts

2009-08-29T08:15:00.003+08:00

Well.. knowing that the exam is near.. school is re-opening.. this is really disturbing me.. not in terms of stress or whatnot.. in terms of "i have no interest in going to school nor study anymore.." but nonetheless, i still have to FORCE myself to because I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE in getting my self into this burden.. Well most people say.. how i wish if i could turn back time and change the past.. well thats not gonna happen yo.. hahaha.. its like.. now its.. The future is in ur hands, its now or never.. bla bla bla.. well i have to agree though.. k, im not getting anywhere.. what im trying to say is.. if there is a miracle.. 1 miracle to make me pursue this scholar life of mine nw.. 1 miracle could change in it all.. but nvm. i would be too busy realizing it anyway.. haih.. i just hope that next year will be a better yet a stressful year.. stressful not in a form 6 sense.. So like.. whats do point continuing if i have no HEART at all?? I really hope someone could tell that **"PERSON"** whom ive trying to tell.. "I HAVE NO HEART IN FORM 6" stop giving me such courage,confidence.. waste of breath.. please lar.. if u get my hint.. i would be better of working or just studying in colleges by now. but no, i chose form 6.. what to do.. my fault my responsibility.. haihz.. i hate this.. k larr.. morning guys! this is just one of the morning swings..

**" "** doesnt refer to the reader

frenz~

2009-08-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

1st of all.. thanx for tha wishes!!!!! hahaha. well.. actually i have lotsa stories.. random though nothing important.. so like. UNFORTUNATELY for me skool is starting,, so im like.. haihzyo.. back to stressful life.. well wats life witout stress though.. haha.. n yeah.. im really on the verge of quitting my form 6.. coz i really do feel its a waste of time for me furthermore nw ive reached my what u call it
" regretting phase" i may say.. lol.. so yeah.. my dad is like.. just cont n try lar.. i was like ya ya.. i dont really care u noe now.. confidence wise? well. i still do have the will to carry on, but its not coz my heart wants to,, its to fulfill my dads saying by trying. i have no heart in continuing my form 6. i have no heart in studying rite nw, really.. for the past 1 week honestly.. i din even take my skool bag out from d car since the last announcement of our so called holiday.. well yea... im just gonna try for the sake of doing what my dad wants me to.. unless if thers a miracle la, i might get confident back.. but i doubt it.. well social wise. im doing fine.. steady... hahah.. no worries so far.. coz i dont really give a damn n all/?? lol..

well im down with the flu n cough. coz ive not been getting enuf rest so far lar.. haihz.. dats y.. not H1n1 okay. dun u pandai2 there lagi.. haha.. anyway..i g2g nw.. c yall in school!

tsunami??

2009-07-22T05:01:00.002+08:00

well today is the day that they expect tsunami to hit.. especially places like sabah & sarawak.. but the wtf thing is.. our skool sm la salle.. dont even want to take any safety measures lar.. if im not mistaken coz they just treat it as if its a normal skool day.. well guess wat lar.. dont take this kinda thing for granted one.. use ur brain lar.. who noes.. haihz.. cud be a false alarm but cud be not.. n it was sed to be an eclipse as well.. cud be related though to this tsunami thing.. but 1 thing lar.. i just dont get this malaysians lar.. they really take things for granted.. well yeah i do sometimes to.. but haiya.. use common sense lar.. actually part of this is i wish there was gonna b a day of holiday or so.. but then none.. so i posted this?? heheheheh.. haha.. but yalar.. *touchwood* haihz.. duwan take safety measures.. u think d skool's insurance can cover meh all, if there are casualties.. ? maybe can lar.. but then.. haihz.. k lar.. till next time.. blaaaaaaa~~ oyea.. couldnt siram chin alot coz he din bring xtra baju :( hahahah

wahai kawan-kawan ku sejagat

2009-07-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

wei.. weii... for some of u all ah.. dont go on assuming that i have the freaking swine flu.. i shud say F U~~~ to those who excessively spread this damn rumor.. so i went to the hospital, n IM NEGATIVE.. C lar.. coz of u all punya rumors, i had to do such check up somore.. haihz.. p*k*m*.. get this in ur brain.. I DONT HAVE H1N1!!!! READ THIS, UNDERSTAND THIS, DEAL WITH IT!..

so lets get in to the 411~~

2009-07-05T06:06:00.007+08:00

so far.. life is stable except for some stuff.. MOstly from school.. however, doesnt matter at all.. ever felt how miserable it wud be.. waking up evry morning.. just to get ready for skool.. how LAME is that.. for me larr.. i really m sick of scholar life now.. i shud chosen the better path.. :\
nvm..i got my self in skool, might as well end it larrh! haihz.. STPM somre.. why in the freaking world i enter form 6.. i feel stuck up in here.. really i do.. my frenz in college are doing very well so ;] hahaa.. so its like this. i have no heart in going to skool nw.. ever wondered how some ppl dont need high education to get high paid jobs.. is it wat? talents?? hmmm:( emo la this.. hahah..

REGARDing to that person whos partially ignoring me.. hhaha.. so; ive said my apologies, i know i shudunt said what i have said coz to me, i thought it is just not a big deal. but somehow some just thing otherwise.. nvm larr.. u duwanna talk to me.. it wont effect me, but will it effect the stuff that we're suppose to accomplish.. sorry to say but we just have to get along till our objectives are done.. u noe what they are.. once it is done.. u duwanna talk to me till the end of time pun.. its ok.. but nonetheless.. i'll still be bugging u or in contrary.. :\ wish u happy life =] hahaaa... actually ive never think of u as the OPPOSITE feeling of LIKE.. i dont feell the opposite feel of like to u okay.. hahha.. enuf said.. to those readers reading this.. no need to ask alot ok.. thats all.. :)

so what again.. studies.. im tryna do my best bhaaa.. but then.. i just feel like.. some personal factors is just interfering with me best.. hmmmm.. hw lar this.. haihz.. so i'll just let things just get in to place... let time do the work.. :\

okaayyy.. what again.. in contrary to this feeling.. i mean.. ppl such as frenz plays an important role here in this thing.. so far.. this weekend.. i'll be spending more time with frenz.. so yeah.. let your worries wash away!!!! THANKS FRIENDS! for those who support me n not support me.. owh well.. u guys make the world go round. hahah..

NEW club in town.. called firefly.. OMG OMG.. ahahha.. the chicks are just. mesmerising! N I STILL WONDER Y IM IN FORM 6! haihz.. ok.. went to the club with jonathan hilary and TUng tung! so 1st went dinner at sutera wit them both.. later that night. comming 8pm.. i think sean called jon2 said that this is his last night here.. so he said come to firefly.. alala. u noe wats making me not to go? I WAS WEARING FREAKING SHORTS that time.. OMG wearing shorts in the club isnt appropriate.. then kan.. we went to damai 1st. met up wit jon's frenz.. it was fun oso ba hanging out with them. had a few drinks.. hahah.. then later head to the club.. SOMEONE was drunk! ahahah.. what againn ah.. so we headed la to the club.. my gosh.. BARU the ENTRANCE.. ordy ur eyes bleed. LOL.. ahahah.. bha.. long story cut short.. went back at almost around 3.. heheh.. had fun lar.. BTW.. i din even spent a cent that night!! THnks sean n the others.. n jon2 for the damn nice food at lido! hahaaa.. calle ocho!

signing off now.. morning guys! ps: school is LAME.. bye2

change.

2009-06-22T04:03:00.001+08:00

it's time to do it.. T,T.. Goodbye fun lyfe@@

:) ..|..=,=..|..

2009-06-07T17:50:00.004+08:00

STREAMYX>>> THIS IS WHAT I THINK OF U ALL.. U ALL can S* my C*

2009-06-06T16:40:00.001+08:00

This weEk....

2009-06-06T02:13:00.003+08:00

:) after for so looooong for not updating.. i noe right.. hahaha.. okayyssss.. lets start it off with the outing as for evy1 has updated theirs.. gosshh. i was just too "busy".. hahaha.. so the planned thing was to go to 1b n watch A&D mvie.. but we watched Terminator salvation instead coz evy1 scared they cant sleep at night.. haha nola.. then.. we reached 1b like about 12pm? where oliver/transporter dropped my two beautiful mates n i at the entrance where "my cars" was on display there.. LOL.. whatever...bah.. so while oliver had to endure the bumpy parking search.. joanne theresa me went to GSC waiting for them.. then then then then.. guess wat llorhhh.. i met oliver;s admirer/my fren kieran.. he was hopping about seeing me =,= wth?

then.. we talked talked.. guess wat la we talked about.. na. olivers body.. gosh mann.. was it like wat? steroid madness??! ahahahah.. well yea anyway.. our bollywood fren satya was there too.. he was dressed. as in.. ive never seen him in other clothing except for his uniform @@.. hahah.. ok.. so oliver was buying the tickets.. then. after that.. left satya n my Young,Active,Good fren quoted oliver.. we went to hunt for food.. so we stopped at this food court.. but when we sampai right. i c evy1s face pun macam ragu2 wanna eat there.. ahaha. so we decided to check the basement then.. then, oliver n his daddly sense.. went to book a couch for the Mom? yeahh.. never imagined!

then we headed for this wat, mCD.. but aiyo.. full liao lorr.. so we went to KFC.. the lunch value thing was the main attraction during that time.. as we were lining up at KFC.. mau sampai suda counter tuu.. mau order suda tuuuuuuu.. den,, yutingg called.. alaaa.. ahahahah noba.. den.. oliver with his empty stomach.. was amused by such mcD karisma! ahahah.. so anyway.. mcD lorhhhh.. murah somore.. not fulfilling.. hahahah.. then joanne met up with her CG fren if im not mistaken.. forgot name liao.. they all go hangkai n left us alone at mcD.. ahaha.. no ba.. they went somewhere.. then me 3rz,yuting n olioli.. went to toysRus.. goshhh.. how i misss that place so so so so much.. i still remembered i used to beg my dad for toys. haihz.. those were the naughty old days.. well yeahh.. anyhoooo.. cut the 1b short.. Terminator WAS on my list.. it did not impress me that much.. as SEX DRive is waaaaay betta!..

CLIMAX: ahahahhaah.. so now... randomness strikess.. omg omg omg omg.... we went to this Lokan place where Joanne was promoting to us all this while.. hahaha JOanne!! this is no kidding. uve outdone me.. ahahaha.. OMG i tell u.. its so nice.. i wish to go there again n do these stuff again. the chilli is just sooooo waw!! hahaha.. the coconut.. okok la. i still prefer the kedai one.. but nonethelss this is fresh la.. okok.. the went to karambunaiii.. for the loooo for olioli.. then...we saw " purple shirt" ahahahah.. ahem.. anyway.. went to the beach with warning or advice from the security.. like man.. u r so overated larrr dude.. ahaha. then.. the beach was just so NGAM! that time.. haaa nice la jorr.. ahahha.. then picspicspics.. too bad i malas mau upload ni now.. then me n yuting were CRABBING liao.. ahahah.. then.. at nite.. dinner wasnt that WOWEE as it was.. evy1 pun kranky face. ahahahah. penat la apalagi.. makan kon lou lagi ba.. okok larrhh.. then.. went home.. long story short.. movie.. n jalan2 cari makan.. for the rest of the week.. DOta dota DoTA dota.. n dance.. i noe right.. i MUST agree with Jason la.. THIS IS THE MOST BORING-EST holiday OF ALLL!!!! ahahahaha.. relax la..

k larrr hope u all sampai this end of the post ohhh.. i envy u all la if u all read this much. ahahahahah.. k la... bubyeeeee TRY to have a HAPPY HOLIDAY..

HolidAy?!

2009-05-30T08:55:00.002+08:00

so friday was yesterday last paper and HII's bday:) happy birthday hii!! thnx for the GGfull cake! so like.. the holiday is here..but....... i dont feel it!!! 1st of all.. i know the fact that eventually im gonna be back in skool in just like 2 weeks?! haihz.. then consultation day again. thinking of that just ruins the concept of holiday!! moreover, i still have to go back to skool for dance prac. and parliament thing.. mY gosHHH! haihz... really.. sometimes i wonder why i get myself so busy?! ok what again?... STREAMYX! &^%$# u la!!!!!!!!!!! really i dont get it.. WHY CANT U ALL DO UR JOB N IMPROVE THE SERVICE.. o0o off man!!!! haihz... so.. im really not satisfied with my exams.. i cud have done it.. but.. lazyness strikes man. haihz.. i shall change.. zzz.. well. to end this.. i dont feel the holiday season! ;(

Wednesday....

2009-05-20T15:50:00.002+08:00

so like today is really a less stressful day.. U wanna noe why?! no maths lorrr! but nonetheless.. i felt very tired coz i din sleep d whole day knowing that the only time i sleep is during Maths! hahaha.. u all noe that :P anyway.. so this so called :nazir: came to skool today.. somehow i think he is like the God of all teachers... like maaaaan, teachers are preparing this n that just to welcome his presence.. padahal.. he is as human as us. =,=.. so like yalar.. we behaved n all.. complete attire somore.. then we did this chemistry exp. it was nice tho.. knowing that i dont have to doze off during my free time.. hohhho.. then. what again? i ate like meehoon+egg+tauhu.. nice oso la.. minor protein diet.. lolz.. then there's this teacher Mariana with her teasers *giuk* =,=.. hahaha funny.. ahem.. like whatevaa.. n the new L6.. ughh.. i tell uuuu.. they look so boring man.. i dunno why.. perhaps theyr like our ex-form5 la sallians.. same faces again... the girls lagi. alala.. okok lar can say.. but still.. not up to my expectations.. for some.. ahahaha.. so like now im gonna rest maybe or just do some bio or chem exercises.. the i have to drag my ass to tuition again tonight!! haihz.. if only tuition are virtually available at home.. haihz.. oh, not to forget this skeleteo is like our source of fun in the class.. hahah.. if u noe what i mean. moreover! he is like my OGAWA who vibrates my Flabby fats evyday! thanks teo! hahaha.. ahem.. wotevaa... so like.. its 4pm.. g2g! oh no rain today btw.. so hot.. haihz.. then k lars.. TTYL!

photos if The BeSt niGht! haha!

2009-05-19T23:00:00.003+08:00

DoTA

2009-05-19T05:08:00.003+08:00

something addictive
time taker
stress releaser
friend bonding mechanism
virtual partner/relationship
FUN! FTW!(sometimes)
fail exam for me!
the unexpected
NOOD!
forget eating, heck, forget ur life!!
broken english!
cb.kns,=,=,diu,nooD!,pro pop!,nood [xiao] shun!
nerdo/weirdo/geeko?
fighting
teamwork
selfishness
egoistic
showoff!
GG LIAO~~!
rm1.50/2.50/10.00/5.00[money waster!!!!]
sleep? NO NO..

well this is what i think about dota... n to top it of with all of this...

DELETED!! @@ haihz,,,

pray for me for not installing it baccccck!!!!!!!!!!!!

MORNING evy1~~ hahah.. bb!

today...

2009-05-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

haihz.. today is like.. any other day.. i din study baaaa! haihz.. went out with nico again n jonross joey n arizan.. we played pool at 9bball.. hehe.. nice oso larr.. then went home.. rest awhile.. n went swimming with arizan at 7pm.. @@. its what we do evy sunday :) i met this belgian guy., he was frenly in the locker room.. or shud i say too "open".. LOL.. hahaha.. if u noe what i mean.. anyway.. after that, dinner, then nw home.. sleep liao lor.. haahah.. ok.. music playing.. american boy.. heheh. nights all

saturday..

2009-05-17T09:02:00.003+08:00

So sats morning.. i woke up at 9am! after sleeping like, i dunnow, 5am! like daaaang.. i went out with nico n the gang.. hahah.. nic oso la.. catching up with the good old days.. well our plan was like playing dota for 3 hours? buT but buT! they had this package.. which was rm10 for 5 hours! n i was wtf?! i pun like join larr since im not depending on my transport.. so we played a few games.. nice lorr!! hahaha... then we played L4d(left4Dead), n COD(call of duty)==.. it was really a long long niiight..luckily i slep early before.. so, ppl with us was, me nico,jonathan n jonross cooke, afro, micth, boogie, n allen.. it was funnn!.. so after our mental exercises, we decided to head for "bismillah" an indian shop.. i had chinese teh ping and maggi goreng curry.. it was our breakfast, since it was 4am!.. so we talked laughed n whatnot till 5am! ahahaha.. jonathan n jonross were like dayeeem! laughing the night out.. hahahhah.. funny lar! then came saturday.. today i plan to rest but noOOoooOo! i went to sutera to support my frenz bowling but i din stay till the end though..wonder who won..then after that i ended up going to the gym.. wishing there were chicks. but awww.. none..aahahah.. then went home.. n then dota again?! shiit man. with jason this time.. walao played till dunno like wat time.. i planned to study but somehow i cant! form 6 is really not the place for me! as for now, im worrying my ass off about my studies but i cant seem to do it! y baa?! haihz.. i hate my scholar life.. not to mention the exam which is next week.. ooooooomaaaaagaaaad....... im just gonna do what i can during the exam.. i dont seem to care u noe.. so like now.. all i can say is.. frenz releases stress yet some do cause them.. haihz.. really.. Anyway, i checke out this video of Russel Peter!.. ahahaha.. damn hes funny! n today is Sunday! i hate SUndays coz tomoro is Monday! skool again! i hate skool! heck with the new form 6! still be ended up in skool! haihz.. i dun like this really.. back to skool.. bla bla bla.. then like the most hated subject of mine is maths! AGAIN! take a break.. i dunno bout u guys.. no matter how many calculations i can do.. the teacher still somehow can make me feel sleepy larr.. haihz.. now what.. in a few mins time.. i'll be going to my music class.. thats a stress relief.. rather than skool!.. haihz.. k larrrhs.. i go 1st need breakfast! have a nice day!

minutes to 12...

2009-05-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

hmm.. its 11.54.. i was reading my friends' blogs especially skeleteo's* LoL.. i really didint realize we have a FASHION ICON in the class.. ahahah.. n nice one bout the eggs xD.. well today is weds.. i love today because there werent any maths class.. sorry to say but the only subject that can put me to sleep is maths.. haihz.. really i just dont get the teacher sometimes.. moreover, she doesnt know to take a break! for crying out loud man.. haihz.. gives a lil slack! lol! nola..so anyway.. we did this chromatography thing as our chemistry experiment.. half of us have done it liao coz its kinda similar to the bio project.. continuing.. well the day ended with an interact activity n its so so so hot!!! in the hall..it was fun though.. weirdly to say that group 1 is my fave.. aahaha.. so like now.. honestly speaking.. ive no mood for studying now!!.. haihz.. so ok lah..im going to sleep now..nights!!!

BEST night EVER

2009-05-10T08:40:00.003+08:00

hi yall.. huahuahua.. ok saturday was really a dull day i must say.. i should b studying but why i cant??! anyway..so yea.. i didint study the whole day.. slept as a sloth. mygosshh.. then tv eat.. n a lil bit of "mental" exercise.. ahahahah.. nonetheless.. the main thing is, that saturday night.. Marco d bansho* is going to Kelantan if im not mistaken the next day which is today. so he invited me,nicky jay*,markedum* to paaartaay.. we decided to "open bottles" :P .. so yea we did.. n btw, jason flynno* and vincento* were there as well.. hahaha.. we had fun like the best ive ever had.. then right.. markedum* decided to take another jug right after our jacob creeks.. lolllzzz.. we had oni 5 servings! like wtf man.. n its costs about 140!! damn?! .. moreover.. im sorry to say oliver but nicky jay* ordered shisha.. i cant help it.. it was just there! infront of me!.. hahahah.. i drank alot..kinda regreted abit but NOT.. ahaha.. anyhooo~~~ im gonna replace those fatty gassy smokey substance with an intense swimming session with "moi" alone:) unless any of you wanna join.. continuing, we danced our asses off! hahah.. never thought that marco would be so wild?! hahaahah.. oooooyeaaa.. not forgetting my friend Mr.Baker* xD.. he was with us too.. so then it was like dance dance dance dance.. n guess wat.. we got to hold one of the performers hands???! ahahahah.. yeass.. i noe i sound so uggggh!!.. n yutong* just called me telling me some cool indian stuff.. ahahah.. well i got back like almost 3 i think, not 5 but 3.. lolz.. hmm.. i think thats all about my so called best night ever :P n im broke btw.. so dun expect me to pay anything.. hahah.. okay thats all :) thanx!! have a nice day!

*Names arent revealed yet knowable.. haha..

oh

2009-05-09T08:54:00.002+08:00

morning!

I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! STREAMYX I HATE YOU!!!!!!!

2009-05-04T20:57:00.003+08:00

I have to say that streamyx has pushed me over the edge now.. about a few minutes ago, i was playing a "game" some of you must know.. this game should be somehow as a form of STRESS RELEASE well in fact it was knowing of my outstanding skills and whatnot.. anyway... continuing.. i was enjoying my stress releasing session till came a part called "DC" like WTF WTF WTF... really you really cant imagine how i enraged from this thing.. really i got so boiled up till i bashed the freaking modem.. like haih la!.. ive been experiencing this since last year november.. really.. ive been so patient since then.. really now.. i cant take it no more.. this should be taken in to consideration.. in addition to that,in addition to that!!!!, the time this dc-ing occurs is like random! i tell u really its a waste of money n time! we have called the streamyx a few times,, yeah it improved.. BUT FOR AWHILE! really i dont get this malaysian way organizing stuff but i must this is really outrageous! cant telekom be more efficient!???! i bet they dont even care about our opinions or even our complaints n whatnot.. on the contrary, u all just sit in ur lil desks waiting for money to come in n ANGKAT KAKI!! ugggggh!!!! DO SOMETHING STREAMYX! REALLY DO SOMETHING!

TipS TipS :)

2009-04-22T22:36:00.004+08:00

Hi friends.. i'm back.. haha.. so knowing that our MUET examination is this comming saturday.. I would like to share some tips which i got from the Net.. :) Please read if u have the time.. for sure it's useful! okayy;.. till then.. TTYl! lol...

*MUET Speaking (Paper 800/2) Tips

How to improve your English speaking skills?

Speak in English at every opportunity
Speak in English with your teachers and friends at school and speak in English with your parents and siblings at home. Grab any opportunity you have to speak in English.

Most Chinese native speakers are ashamed to speak in English because they think they cannot speak fluently compared to those English native speakers. In fact, the earlier you start to speak in English, the more fluent you can speak.

Think in English
You might be surprised that thinking in English actually helps you in speaking in English. Try to think or think aloud in English. It helps since you do not have to worry about the spelling error.

Again, thinking in English for non-English native speakers is sometimes very hard at the beginning. However, once you have started for a few days or weeks, you will get used to think in English.

Practice makes perfect. By following these effective tips, you should be able to speak in English confidently in your Malaysian University English Test (MUET).

*MUET Writing (Paper 800/4) Tips

-Write Grammatically Correct Essay
The English grammar level presented in the essay decides whether it is a well-written or low-graded essay. A grammatically incorrect essay distracts the readers’ attention from the content written by the writer. So, you should read the Important English Grammar Notes for Essay Writing posted on this blog previously. In addition to that, you should always avoid doing minor errors like first-draft slips and gross errors like tense and subject-verb agreement.

-Use Thesaurus to Increase Vocabulary
Thesaurus comes in handy to increase your vocabulary. You should try to replace the general words with the more specific ones. For instance, replace the word ‘important’ with the word ‘vital’ when you want to say something that is very important and necessary, and if not done correctly there could be serious problems. Besides that, you are suggested to reference the thesaurus to expand your vocabulary. Try to replace some adjectives with others which are similar in meaning like replacing the word ‘boring’ with ‘mundane’ or ‘tedious’. However, using bombastic words in your writing with the only purpose is to impress the examiners in order to score well is not recommended.

Write Journal or Blog in English
Since MUET Writing Test tests your English writing skills, you should be able to write your essay in English. So, writing journal or diary or blogging in English can brush up your English writing skills. Try to write in grammatically correct sentences instead of using broken or casual English in your journal or blog. You should also train yourself to plan or outline and organize your essay before writing it. Writing spontaneously may keep the flow but the essay written may be a mess. So, it is a good habit to organize your essay before it is written.

-Read Well-written Essays or Articles
Last but not least, read a variety of materials to improve your general knowledge. Reading the well-written essays or articles may inspire you to write better by learning the writing styles. Reading newspaper and magazine is the recommended way to brush up your writing skills.

*MUET Listening (Paper 800/1) Tips

How to improve your listening skills?

-Listen to wide range of audio materials
Since the recorded texts in MUET may include dialogues, radio talk shows, etc, the more types of audio materials you have listened, the more prepared you are.

-Listen to television news broadcasts
News broadcasts are very informative and up-to-date. Try to watch and listen to news broadcasts daily at regular time, this way you will be addicted to news broadcasts.

-Listen to conversation in the movies
When watching movies, sitcoms or dramas, instead of reading the subtitles, you should listen to the conversation between the actors. If English is not your mother tongue, you may find it quite hard to start. Try to train yourself not to read the subtitles but listen carefully to what the actors are talking about in the movies.

-Listen to radio talk shows
This is another effective way to boost your listening skill. Tune in to your favourite radio station and enjoy the talk shows.

-Listen to podcasts available on the Internet
Similar to blog (weblog), podcast is something very new in the Web 2.0, even dictionaries haven’t coin these words. Download some podcasts on your preferred topics and enjoy them while upgrading your listening skill.

*MUET Reading (Paper 800/3) Tips

How to improve your English reading skills?

-Make Reading your Habit
Reading for many people is fun and enjoyable. You can improve your English reading skills by reading as much as possible. Reading articles on topics of your interest is always an enjoyable and pleasure experience. To make reading your habit, you may begin by reading shorter texts and after a week progress to the longer texts. Train yourself to read daily.

-Read a Variety of Materials
Newspapers, magazines, novels, encyclopaedia, etc are some typical reading materials to start with. In addition, reading English ebooks and weblogs or blogs helps too. Magazines such as Readers’ Digest are suitable for your general knowledge, English grammar and vocabulary. A recommended blog for Malaysian students is Malaysia Students blog.

-Read Articles form Different Disciplines
Do not limit your reading materials to your favourite topics. Instead, you should read articles and scholarly journals from various disciplines. For instance, health, technology, education, science, environment, you name it.

-Learn Skimming and Scanning Skills
Skimming is a skill to read something quickly to find the main facts or ideas in it while scanning is to read something word by word quickly for a better understanding of the text. Skimming and scanning skills come in handy in your MUET reading test since you have to answer 50 multiple-choice questions (MCQ) based on several texts given.

for more info, please visit: http://www.malaysia-students.com/2007/07/malaysian-university-english-test-muet.html?showComment=1240386180000

11.30pm monday

2009-04-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

An apple a day keeps the doctor away. haha.. well at least i tried giving something informative.. so i just had my dinner after being on the phone with my "ahem".. haha.. before that i slept n all. i didin't go to tuition coz i had a terrible headache + i did not have the mood at all.. yeaps.. so okay.. just now el toro bin najex* called me to watch this show on Kirana, he claimed it was funny coz it was a sabahan production n all.. so i flipped to the channel la =,= .. the movie was a Kadazan based movie called "odoi odu".. meaning "oh grandma".. so i figured there was gonna be some funny part but unfortunately left 15 mins more till the short movie ends.. so i just continued to watch larr. and then right.. omg man.. there was this lonely grandma fishing for a living then she cut her finger coz of the bamboo which is her *boat or *racket i oso dunno how to say.. well okay.. she caught some fishes, yipee! it was those fishes called *bahsung, famous fish kadazan ppl like to eat.. anyway.. so she went back to he place to apply some ointment on her wound.. she broke this stem of a plant and applied it on her wounded finger.. she was emphasising the pain several moans(painful,painful) in kadazan ofcourse.. n im sure its not aloe vera.. ahaha.. okay.. so she went back to her shack/home to cook the fishes for dinner i guess.. she cooked the fishes old school style with the fire,rocks n all.. n really this part really touched me u know.. her dinner plate was a *tempurung a half cut coconut shell.. yeah.. n omg i was like, i wish i was there to friend her eat u noe.. :'( n then the most sad part begins.. she finished her dinner n decided to have her dessert which i dont know if it was.. so anyway, while she was peeling, then eating, she took out a half-burned picture of her n her husband.. while she was staring at the picture.. she started crying n saying in Kadazan language " where are you my lover, where are you my lover?".. n she was all over the floor crying.. n really this i say really touched me.. then she sat at a corner, while placing the photo against her chest at the heart part.. n crying while day dream.. :( i really feel sad for her.. to top this all of, there were ppl passing by.. 3 ppl to be exact.. 1 mother n 2 kids, boy n girl.. the girl was holding a papaya which was a gift for the "grandma".. after she gave her the gift with a thankful heart she recieved, the mom of the two kids took their hands n said " lets go! that old woman is crazy!".. so they left.. the the grandma looked back n watch as they left..i think the place she was staying was her house looks wrecked n burned(that's why her picture of her husband n her is half burned, i think),coz i din watch the whole movie so i figured by the looks of the house.. the ending was,, the grandma sat in a dark corner alone thinking of her long lost husband..

what i learned in this short short movie is that, we should respect our elders for we might not know their past.. thus, the lost of a love one is for sure an impact to ones life.. my last words are.. take care of our elders and this is why i disagree by placing the elders in old folks' homes..

Thank you for the gift of love,
now you're sharing it up above.
You had many things to say.
All in a caring way.
You always saw good in everyone,
No matter what they've done.
You were always the one we could all lean on.
Even though it must have felt like a ton.
You were always the strength of the family.
Now we must let you rest calmly.
As we say goodbye,
as tears roll down our eyes.
I know your place in heaven has a good view.
Because you're telling God,
I need to keep an eye on a few.
I know you will always be in our hearts and mind.
So Grandma,
I must go, but I'll never forget you're one of a kind.

hurmm..

2009-04-05T09:56:00.003+08:00

It's a sunday! mundane day for me.. going to music class in awhile.. the worst part of today is the fact tomorrow is a monday.. i'm currently sick of school of all the studying and whatnot.. but can't help it though, an obligation somehow. well today is Palm Sunday, just got back from church, Carmalite to be exact.. haven't been there in awhile.. so guess what? yesterday I didin't study at all which i feel so regret.. *sigh* I went out with abang Ijan*... ahah.. 3 hours of pool, 30 mins of eating,an hour of bowling.. and guess what, i watched fast and the furious for the 2nd time =,=".. we were damn bored that time.. whatever.. after the movies, we met birinus* n his hott sis.. hahaah ... shhhh! that's about it i guess my day was.. it wasn't that fun.. so today i hope to finish my effin homework.. haih.. scholar life,uniform,assembly etc.. somehow some people just can't grow out from scholar life =,=".. Regrets!! Till next post.. i'll try to post something informative next time.. hahah.. ;p bubye! *no hugs no kisses*

IM back?????? ahahahahah

2009-04-02T18:57:00.003+08:00

haihz.. after all the "jasper, ur like one of the unupdated blogs in the world", "update ur blog!!" hahahaha.. well here i am! jojo*,princess*,tobpinai* etc etc.. hhohoho.. well i'll try not to be the "anually update blog" kind of person.. haha xD.. so let's see.. according to my smiley friend jojo n others, i should talk about anything? yeaa.. well here goes, ok, today 2nd of april, i finally took the COURAGE? naaah, took the TIME.. yes, "time" is indeed my "reason".. so like, today Jasong*, Topinai* and I went to CP to catch the oh-so-waited movie, Fast and the Furious 4.. we were all like excited over this movie.. expectations were high from me though. don't know about the two.. Okay getting back to the movie.. it was a 7/10 to me.. knowing that i yawned at some parts :( yeaaa.. sorry to disappoint u topinai* but yeah i did. but then overall, some parts were exhilirating(spelling wrong, i know). anywaaaay.. after that we went sent jasong* home n yeah that's it.. ahahaha.. ok for tonight i'm planning of not to study coz i'll be going out with this birinus* in awhile to help him with stuff and all.. yeaaa.. so like, this is my update and, Me myself is hoping for more! LOL..

till then.. TATA!

2008-09-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

wah wah.. i haven't been updating this for such a long time.. i mean a LONG TIME.. hahaha.. anyway.. yeaaa.. it has been since like what, two months ago =,=".. anyway, life is so damn stressful, like it doesn't zzzz =,=".. anyway.. currently in form 6 science.. really hard n SAD known that MOST of my friends are in college =(.. wish i was though.. haahah.. cant help it anyway.. so yeahh. its the 5th of september.. obviously.. tuition tonight.. tiring.. today was like a dull day for me.. kind of.. but then it was fun coz there wasnt any study n all.. it was all talk n eat.. hahaha.. there was this maths quiz n all.. damn it was hard.. well actually it wasnt coz i din study n all.. eheh.. so yea... just nw we had this oath thing for the parliament n all.. my bio time was taken away =,=" the only time i can mingle with princess* n jojo* hahaha.. anyways.. after was kinda boring, went home n played the addictive DotA zzzz.. played with pilak*.. the CB kai tiam* nv reply message.. huhuhu.. n den nw is 6.26pm! tuition is at 7++ so i gotta shower now! zzzzz.. till then! ciao!!

another day

2008-06-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

*sigh* Once again.. the weekend is here... *sighs in relief*.. so wat happened today was, we had this parliment thing going on in school.. it was really such a bore though.. hearing the opposing parlimentary candidates at their best.. anyhoo~ later after that.. my friends and i went to the cyber cafe n hung out[played dota]..common to the "china towners".. Going on, practically nothing interesting happened today.. *sobs*.. oyeah, my long gone friend who i have not met ages ago[kind of] called me just now.. happy i am to say we are hanging out tomorrow catching up for old times sake.. =] its night now.. 7.30pm.. currently chatting with "Malsui".. sharing songs songs n whatnot.. i plan to give the "kick" in that person.. owh well.. didn't work though.. LOL! that's all for today..

intro... =]

2008-06-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. well readers, this is my first time blogging. Anyway, to start this off, name's Jasper@Jesper Ezer James Justin, age 17 of year '08, currently a scholar.. pity.. well briefly about me is that, i'm a happy go lucky guy, doesnt worry about anything, or in other words, i dont show my emotions to other people.. =] shy at times.. =P Anyhoo~~ i will try to update my blog daily if i have the time though.. till next time.. ciao!